Lennon Brett Holland arrived January 1st 2017, weighing 9lb 6.6oz and it was the beginning of my life. Becoming Lennon's mommy changed me. I changed for the better and it feels just like yesterday that we finally met for the first time. Throughout our whole pregnancy we never got a detailed "image" of Lennon. I was totally fine with the fact that we just had to wait and see! We knew the anatomy of him of course but thats all we really needed. I just knew he was going to be beautiful. I know it sounds cheesy but I dreamt him. I knew that god blessed me with this child and I dreamt him. Crazy right? You're probably thinking that I'm literally insane but I seriously dreamt that Lennon was going to be a boy and I suddenly felt sure. I felt the same when I felt and knew I was pregnant. I woke up from a nap and I had this gut feeling that David and I finally created something so beautiful.
Moving forward, Lennon has given me the drive and motive to do better. I would be nothing without him. I was made for this. I know you mammas can relate to this because motherhood is truly the best thing ever!